monkeysrus09

ok i'll try to catch you up.my pig only sold for a dollar and 10 cents. i got my teeth pulled and i look like a Chipmunk.i'm in pain. we went to kennywood yesterday and met these awesome guys from ohio. also i like this guy named alex and i haven't talked to him for a week. curse employment!

the fair is going to start on sunday. i'll be so busy. i have some form of a show on everyday except sunday ,wednesday ,saturday. On sunday i have to shave my pig and show my little brother how. but honestly why do we have to shave a pig? it'll just be butchered in a few days. now that fair is coming up its got me thinking about all the things that happened last year. i hung out with this guy named nick. who said he liked me and i kinda liked him so i was really confused because i was supposed to met this really awesome guy i met at church camp who i really liked. well nick was saying how much he liked me. i was really insecure. then just to make things better me and vanessa were best friends and still kinda are. well guess who nick ignored as soon as vanessa came? yea thats right me. well that made me think even more i figured well that clears everything up. i was right i should stick with dathen (awesome guy from church camp)i mean i really did like him alot. well friday came so did dathen well friday is the same day as the auction i was so nervuos. so i kinda avoided dathen before the auction so i could calm down. well after i sold my pig and dathen met me at my pin i told him i'd change and come find him. well i couldn't find him. he traveled two hours just to see me. and we barely spoke two words. well me and dathen just recently started talking agian. he's got a girlfriend. part of me is really happy for him but then theres this other part of me that is so disappointed. i mean i knew he wasn't going to just wait around just for me. but i guess i wished he would of. pretty stupid. i know. i mean of course he wouldn't still be single he was pretty hott last year. and well i saw him on wednesday and god he looks great! but anyways yes i am stupid.

have you ever noticed that all the old western movie suck and have basicly the same story. i mean if you've seen one western movie you've seen them all. i think the most use story for a western movie is- some new good cowboy comes to town falls in love with some important man's daughter. the important man turns out to be the bad guy. the bad guy will try to kill the new good guy. they'll have a duel. the bad guy'll die and the good guy will start to walk away then kinda turn his head a bit to look kind of off to the side behind him and kind of does a squint. then he marries the daughter. tada ever western movie you'll ever see. if you watch the old old western movies (that had no special affects) they have the little gun fight scenes were basically everyone dies and theirs no blood. don't get me wrong blood is gross ,but if you get shot like 5 times you are going to bleed. the acting is so horrible. a group of 4 year olds could make a better movie. and why do i know so much? well its because every time my dad comes home he takes the remote and watches stupid western shows and/or movies. like Banaza and Rawhide and anything with john wayne in it. its like cowboy hell.
even though clint Eastwood used to be very hot and built. which is kinda weird to say since he's like 60.

have you ever noticed that all the old western movie suck and have basicly the same story. i mean if you've seen one western movie you've seen them all. i think the most use story for a western movie is- some new good cowboy comes to town falls in love with some important man's daughter. the important man turns out to be the bad guy. the bad guy will try to kill the new good guy. they'll have a duel. the bad guy'll die and the good guy will start to walk away then kinda turn his head a bit to look kind of off to the side behind him and kind of does a squint. then he marries the daughter. tada ever western movie you'll ever see. if you watch the old old western movies (that had no special affects) they have the little gun fight scenes were basically everyone dies and theirs no blood. don't get me wrong blood is gross ,but if you get shot like 5 times you are going to bleed. the acting is so horrible. a group of 4 year olds could make a better movie. and why do i know so much? well its because every time my dad comes home he takes the remote and watches stupid western shows and/or movies. like Banaza and Rawhide and anything with john wayne in it. its like cowboy hell.
even though clint Eastwood used to be very hot and built. which is kinda weird to say since he's like 60.

why do ppl make fun of ppl with disabilities? i just don't understand. its not like ppl can help it that their mental or deaf what can some1 possibly gain from making fun of omeone for having down syndrome. whats so great about knowing your roommate is allergic to peanut then putting peanut butter on their door nob so they can't get in your room? i just don't get it.

have any of you noticed how tackless our generation is getting? its horrible.

do any of you watch jerry springer? that show is so stupid. i watched it for the first time a few days ago and you know what. the ppl on their are stupid too! there was a girl on their who called another girl on the show a "whore" then she spelled it for her "h-o-r-e!" that women wasn't even smart enough to spell a one word insult. but anyways they were making fun of midgets. i couldn't even watch the whole thing because it was so repulsive.what is so great about tell a midget that they can't reach their head? ppl are sick.

have a good one.

i was just thinking. which i shouldn't do(my brain overheats)but anywho. i was just thinkin about greek mythes. have you relized that half of the are about battles.which doesn't make any sense to me because how do you win battles! oh yeah thats right! by killing ppl. how do you kill a god? oh right you can't their immoratal.amazing isn't?

have you ever noticed that ppl want something but they don't want to do what they have to do to get it? like everyone wants to go to heaven but no one wants to die. or everyone wants a million dallors but no one wants to do the work to get their. everyone wants a paycheck but no one wants a job. everyone like a nice home made meal but no one wants to cook it.women want children but they don't want to go through preagnacy.

and have you ever noticed how when you try to help someone they don't want to be helped?and when you don't help them they want your help.

ppl are scared of death and hope it never comes but if they were in a plane crash and everyone died except them. they end up wishing they were dead too.

ppl are so hard to understand.


would you rather be?
saved or dead,
alive or gone,
here with me
or
away with god?

yes this poem thingy was writen by me. Maryanne

i just took a bath and i drained the water while i was in it. which i don't normally do but it got me thinking.because as the water got less and less i felt heavier and heavier. well this is kinda cheezy-you have been warned.you have your "ups" and "downs" in life when you have your "ups" and everything is going your way you take it for granted.even friends. when you have your "downs" you kind of humble yourself and appreciate what you have (or you hate the world)
but when your in a "down" you notice things that you didn't notice when your in a "up"

friendship is taken for granted or overlooked and in my case not inspected close enough. i didn't have friends in grade school infact some ppl didn't know who i was intill 5th grade.(sad isn't it? theres less then 60 kids in my grade)the summer before my 7th grade year. at the marshall county fair on monday at my dog show i was sitting alone in the bleachers and these girls walk up to me and sit by me. i was like "whoa!" "i don't repeal ppl?" one of these girls started talking to me....about my brother. she told me about how much she liked him and how they got"married" and had a "baby" saxophone but they got "divorced" and how much she loved him. that should of been a red flag but if you didn't remember the beginning of the story ,well, lets just say i didn't have much practice talking to ppl.well then band camp came.i thought hey she talked to me. i'm ganna try to hang out with her. well she gladly talked to me.guess what we talked about....oh yeah....thats right.....my brother! i listened while she talked. (i've mastered this)well i dubed her my best friend. i thought we grew real close i mean she even cry on my shoulder!(more then once) ABOUT ME BROTHER!but god forbid i talk about things that were bothering me!"you just being dramatic!" she always said or she said "thats stupid why would that make you mad!"but anyways! we hung out alot we started talking about other things this and that and things 7th grades shouldn't know details about (or should i say be told about)but mostly my brother. well the summer before my 8th grade year my family was digging a trench for this outside heating system. it was going to be alot of work. so guess who i asked to stay with me to help. i thought work would be more fun with a friend. plus it would be like a sleep over. so it would be work by day and fun by night. well it was a whole lot of fun at night....FOR HER! i was ignored that whole week. one night when we were talking i just came out and asked her a question. she answered just like i thought she would. it hurt so much! but i didn't say anything because i was scared i'd disappoint her! i know i'm an idiot!i still talked to her and called her my best friend. but she kept bragging! we could of been talking about TREES or SHOES and guess what she brought up! guess what she ALWAYS had the nerve to bring up! my flippin' BROTHER! but did i stop hanging out with her? no i did not! why did i? because i'm an idiot! i thought she was the only person who excepted me! i was to scared to be alone again. i didn't want to be friendless! i was to blind to see she wasn't my friend! FRIENDS DON'T USE YOU TO GET TO YOUR BROTHER JUST SO THEY CAN GET THEiR FILL! THEN BRAG ABOUT IT BUT AT THE SAME TIME SAY THEY HATE HIM! i know it takes 2 to tango but those of you who know who i'm talking about know what shes like! at 4-h camp she was saying i betrayed her! how did i betray her! she slept with my brother. she talks about it all the time and she calls me the "slut" and the"whore"!i'm a virgin! is she! i think not!

jenn thanks for being there for me at camp!i'm glad we got so close! and carolyn your my best friend! and i'm so glad i can trust you!

what is up with ppl who like each other but won't tell the person that they do. i'm guilty of this too sometimes. but seriosly! y can't ppl just walk up to some one and say "hey i like you wanna go do something?" why must we play "hard to get"? what do we gain from this? oh i know! heart ache and and unsureness of yourself! is it worth it? not talking to that person saying to yourself" no wait intill they talk to you"?and then if that person doesn't talk to you ,you sart thing to your self "am i to fat? am i to ugly? am i to much of a loser?" and you really get down on yourself. all because you couldn't swallow your pride and talk to them?! why can't you just be the bigger person and start the convo. i mean you could be soul mates and you won't end up with them all because you played "hard to get" then the person you like well end up with someone else they'll be unhappy and have ugly children. i hope your pleased with yourselvse!
well have a nice day!
Maryanne

hello fellows! i am mighty bored. no one is online.i finished my 2 weeks of camp. i need sleep. sleep sounds nice ....zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

how can ppl hate basketball? its impossible! basketball it the best sport ever. its fun to play and watch. basketball players arent wimps and have to wear full body padding either. i mean come on. basketball is awesome.i play basketball. what is better then being skinny, fast and ,talented? O thats right. NOTHING! of course i'm still working on the fast and talented part but i'm getting there!and basketball is the greatest sport ever thats why on those signs that say "slow ,children at play" have a kid bouncing a ball.

what is up with skinny girls saying their fat? why do ppl wanna look like super models? it makes no since to me. most super models are balimic and are drug addicts. what is so great about being so skinny you can count all of your ribs? why eat a half a carrot when you can eat pizza or steak? what else i dont get is skinny girls calling themselves fat and ugly yet they show off their bodys by wearing clothes like tube tops and belly shits and shorts that could be mistaken for underwear.And whats up with oversized girls thinking they are skinny. i think you should be happy with the way you look but if your big don't dress in clothes that show your rolls. for example kim anyone that goes to my school knows what i mean. she looks pregnant ,but she wears mini skirts super short shorts and shirts that are so tight you can count her rolls( mind you that her shirts barely reach her bellybutton)i mean does she think its sexy?

and what is up with guys giving girls a
hard time/ hitting on us. calling us fat and ugly? do they really think that acting like a total jerk is going to when our hearts? gentlemen the way to a lady's heart is now through rudeness. i can garentee you this.guys are ment to write poetry and give us flowers and chocolates. what is so hard about being a gentlemen? oh yea the part where your suposed to be respectful and responsible! its imposable to find a guy who is a gentlemen. ladies if you find a gentlemen ....well he's probably high but....if he's not hold on to him or someone else is going to take him.

today i went to open gym for basketball. and....I KICKED BUTT!then i was sweaty. so i took a bath. now i am eating a microwavable chicken sandwich.it feels like rubber but it doesn't taste to bad.

the cableguy is coming! yea!i'm ganna have cable! *dances* disney channel here i come! i'm ganna kill my little brother he's so freakin annoying i wish there was an off switch or i mute butten that controlled him!

my dogs are trained. they know that when i go to the treat jar they go in their crates and they'll get a treat. *reinactment*
dogs-*sad & unhappy*
me-*go to jar for treat to make them happy*
dogs-*runs in crates*
*story not funny*

why do ppl have bad hygiene? i mean how hard is it to take a shower/bath? it won't kill you! it's not dangerous. class i have a lesson for you. soap+water=happiness!
TIPS FOR GOOD HYGIENE:
1.wash your hair with shampoo
2.wash body with soap.
3.brush teeth
4.use mouth wash (listerine works wonders)
5.wash clothes
6. wash hands
tada good hygiene!smelly no more. is that awesome or what!

have you ever noticed on tv when ppl lose they say they didn't lose they just didn't win? if you didn't win isn't that losing?and ppl who say they almost won. almost isn't good enough you still lost.
"lifes a pickle aint it?"

My first entry! wooohoo! go me! i rock! It only took me an hour to rrememeber my screenname.but thats ok. today is my mothers birthday. shes becomeing....*whispers* "old" guess what my fello readers i work out! FEAR ME!this morning i went to the gym. when i got home i ran an 800 then i went to my garage and worked out some more then i did i 20 min. pilates workout thing with that circle thing.and just to let evryone know. pilates sucks. no wonder people are fat in the U.S its to flippin hard to get skinny.i like food i'm eating right now. chicken and broccli flavored rice.yummy!

you know what i don't get. people who say they don't care about anything but they do. i mean what so wrong about saying" hey it bugs me when ppl call me a slut or a man or a fat tuna fish."why does everyone want to be a heartless jerk? do they think its cool not to have feelings?i mean seriously what is the deal?and what is up with ppl trying to fit in all the "crowds" i like talking to everybody too but i don't try to impress them. why try to dress like them and act like them and talk like them i mean what the trucker! like brittany for example.went she with mayo she acts all depressed and dramatic. "the world hates me lets cut myself to vent." then went she with katilyn shes all like "yay shoes! yay nail polish!" you be prepy and mayo-ish.

you know what really ticks me off! hott guys with hott, sexy, BEAUTIFUL HAIR. like girlie nice hair and then the guy cuts it off! TJ i'm warning you if you cut your hair off i'll kill you.let this be a warning to all hott guys with hott sexy beautiful hair. DO NOT CUT YOUR HAIR! have a nice day.